Alex Goot - "Sensitivity" (ft. Andrew Goldstein of The Friday Night Boys)

"In My Veins" by Andrew Belle (REQUEST TUESDAY)

Aqualung - Brighter Than Sunshine

Dylan LeBlanc - 5th Avenue Bar

This is what it's all about

Sitting in the dining hall and spewing about life followed by chilling with friends...this is incredible <3

Back to school....

So after a few extra days at home i'm getting on a train for 5 hours tomorrow and going back to school.
It's gonna be great and stuff but lately i've found I'm kind of over the people i've been hanging out with i guess. Maybe i'll hang out with some new ones... oh and there's the matter of not going out this  weekend...yea not a lot just a little maybe like saturday night until 2 hahaha

"Distracting" by Shelly Bort, Performed by Zak Resnick

EDITH PIAF- sous le ciel de paris

Telling You - Jenny Suk (orig)

Turn Your Lights Down Low (Cover) - AJ Rafael

All Those Things (original) - Juliana Richer Daily

Kate Bush - This Woman's Work

Plain White T's - Rhythm Of Love

Alysha Umphress singing "No Reason at All" written by Jonathan Reid Gealt

Tituss Burgess of Little Mermaid at The After Party 2/15/08

The Script - Times Like These (BBC Radio 1 Live Lounge) HQ

Post Birthday Blues...?

So i guess getting sick on your birthday is fun too...
but really today looking back on it was a great ordinary day
but what surprised me most were all the birthday well wishers like people that crawled out of the woodwork from like 5th grade art camp and college auditions as well as people i thought could care less and people i thought didn't really know i existed...? and some people who i thought wouldn't think twice never showed so it was definitely interesting but most of all i was really surprised by the amount of thoughts i got today after feeling like i didn't really matter and just to let everyone know i replied and liked every single wall post...that's what i accomplished today :)

Happy Birthday To...ME :)

so in about 4 hours i'm officially going to be 19...wow
really it's not that special cause i'm not 18 which was like WOAH I"M LEGAL or 21 which is like I"M NOT UNDERAGE so really this and 20 are like the awkward cousins you see at family reunions but don't really talk to that much...it's just not gonna be that exciting i feel like.
it's stupid but every year i hope for some kind of change on my birthday like i'm gonna all of a sudden look like Heidi Klum or have snakes for hair like Medusa but those things seem to not really want to appear. I guess part of it is being an only child and having spent your birthday with your parents almost every year to the point where it's like a nice breakfast followed by a fancy dinner and then well... the day's over and you look in the mirror and realize that I'm still me. Like other kids have siblings or their grandparents come with the extended family in tow but mine live really far away so celebrating my birthday is kind of a small affair.  You'd think going to college and making more friends would change that but i have a nack for picking people that live on the other side of the country, so all i get are more facebook wall posts than last year or less...you never know. I guess i feel a bit lost as to what today's purpose is and i kinda want it to be super special but i know it won't be and that's bothering me...

This is a really great song about starting over and realizing that being yourself is the best way to be <3

HOME

So i've realized that lately i've been a bit homesick at school and now finally being home after 2 long train rides is right where i need to be to put myself back together. Walking through the front door/garage i felt like i finally took the biggest breath and filled my lungs with love and support and warmth which sometimes isn't the easiest thing to do when you start living on your own. It's funny but i tell myself on a daily basis that college life and being independent is the greatest thing that ever happened to me but today i realized how nice a hug can be...no questions asked just unconditional love and i'm so grateful to have that.

xoxo
oh and that's mom's favorite song <3

Something to listen to when you're not sure of where to go next...

The beginning

I don't really know how you start these things but here it goes...
I've decided that I want write about anything, anyone, and that maybe I can help someone, somewhere figure out something. I realize this is kind of a vague goal but really there is no goal, I'm going with the flow just as much as you are and I'm just waiting to see what happens. There are no time limits or space limits, it's simply an experiment with unpredictable results...
Here's a toast to the beginning :)